(letter to self.) reality

its not what you keep thinking it is.
please dont forget that you might die in the next few minutes. days. weeks.
dont let it freak you out, its just truth.
remember what is on the other side of this life. this only life. you only die once.
remember what you're truly living for.
are you living for self-gain?
give yourself away in order to gain what is the best.
it won't be found on this earth. in this time.
so quit searching around like your going to find life's answers here.
go to the One who is perfect. without flaw.
go to Him broken. He never tires of you or your problems. He loves you.
and is with you always.

praise to you Jesus, for never leaving me. though i run circles, You're still here to calm me. all i need.