i would enjoy companionship.
i hope the people i tell that i'm not dating anyone for a while dont think i'm a stuck up snot. i really would like someone to keep me warm at night and someone who gets me and loves to do the things i love to do and loves God. someone i could share life and love with.
of course i want that.
but its not the point...who doesnt want that? errrbody does! its a given.
so why not live...beyond that?
instead of going with the flow and "ope whoops i got into a relationship and now i dont want to be anymore"...why not trust that God's got it taken care of? for all i know i'm going to be single the rest of my life...unless its plainly obvious that some really awesome dude is headed the general direction i'm going. its gotta be God oriented for me. i'm leaving it up to my Daddy to take care of me...up until that point and through it! because He's good and loves me, and I need to trust him more because of it.

judgement: my deamon. it can die anytime now.