haha. i love how i pray for more guidance and direction. and i get it, and i STILL dont want to pursue!!

pep talk!

HEY JORDIN. God knows WAAAAY better than you do! He's got so your best interest in mind, he loves the crapola out of you, and you still want to control your life? yes, this or that is important, but Jordin, you've gotta listen. you've got to obey, or what does your faith mean? nothing is more important. nothing is more worthwhile.

the end. i need to sleep on this.